Notes from a Walking Awkwardness by Jay Jeong un Yang

 

I created a song using Suno titled 'Notes from a Walking Awkwardness', and it was made as a gift for Anthony Hopkins. The lyrics were inspired by the Korean tv drama 'My Lovely Sam Soon.'

The artwork featured in the videos was created by me using ChatGPT. 

 

This is version 1.

 

 

This is version 2.

 

 

 Lyrics:

Verse 1
I rehearse my lines for hours
Then forget them when you’re near
Spill my coffee on the table
Like I’m practicing my fear
Got opinions I shouldn’t mention
Jokes that land a second late
But somehow in the wreckage
I still show up anyway

Pre-Chorus
I overthink every silence
Then talk too much when I try
If there’s a graceful way to do this
I’ll miss it, but I’ll still try

Chorus
I’m awkward and I know it
That’s not news, it’s just my style
Trip over my pride and laugh anyway
Stay too long, leave with a smile
I say the wrong thing at the right time
Like it’s some strange kind of art
This is my charm, unfortunately
But at least it’s honest from the start

Verse 2
I send texts and then unsend them
Then resend them with a joke
Overshare about my feelings
Like I signed some secret oath
I cry at scenes with puppies
Pretend I don’t, but I do
If being cool is effortless
Then I was never built for cool

Pre-Chorus
I try to be sophisticated
Then snort when I laugh too hard
If elegance is natural
Then mine’s a work-in-progress card

Chorus
I’m awkward and I know it
Got no filter, got no shame
Trip over my pride and laugh anyway
Call my chaos by my name
I say the wrong thing at the right time
And somehow you stay and start
To say it’s cute, to say it’s real
To say you like my messy heart

Bridge
Maybe I’m not polished
Maybe I talk too fast
But I won’t fake perfection
Just to make a moment last
If you want someone flawless
You should probably run
But if you like a walking disaster
Hi… it’s me. I’m the one.

Final Chorus
I’m awkward and I know it
And I’m done apologizing now
Trip over my pride and laugh anyway
Take an honest, clumsy bow
I say the wrong thing at the right time
Still somehow I play my part
This is my charm, unfortunately
But at least it’s a genuine heart

Outro
Uncool. Unfiltered. Unchanged.
…Still here.